feel like my every reason for fucking being is ripped out of my chest, i can’t explain myself in words, i can only express myself my emotions my anger sadness happiness rage visually, when that’s taken I have nothing. everyone wants a peice of me, the insults the snarky comments remarks anything they can say to bring me further down, yet later I see my past or even present influence there. everything is so incredibly fucked, I don’t know how much longer I can take. You aren’t even allowed to stand up for yourself, your feelings or views, well me anyway. If I state my feelings, it fuels them. I don’t know what to say or do or feel anymore.