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Today I’m told I’m too exhausted to care. Today I’m told I should care.  Today I’m told to ignore it. Today I’m told to defend myself. Today I’m told to shut up. Today I’m told about everything bad in a few short seconds. Today I’m told I matter. Today I’m told I’m shit. Today I’m told that I’m underappreciated in every aspect of life always have, but always will be. Today I’m told ‘my tears would drown the world, as my inner fire would reduce it to ashes’. Today I’m told my presence is the only real existence. Today I’m told they’re doing it on purpose. Today I’m told it’s planned. Today I’m told there’s no options. Today I’m told to leave. Today I’m told to get out of this place. Today I’m told I’ll never get out of this place. Today I’m told I won’t make it. Today I’m told I’m too scared. Today I’m told I’ll end up like him. Today I’m told it’ll never happen. Today I’m told I’m grateful for my awareness. Today I’m told I’d rather be a fool. Today I’m told I hate my brain. Tomorrow says I’ll still hate it.
“to get up in the morning, wash and then wait for some unforeseen variety of dread or depression. I would give the whole universe  and all of Shakespeare  for a grain of ataraxy.” -cioran

 

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