i’ve decided to write from a new perspective, solely my own opposed to me seemingly spilling my emotions for anyone. my experiences are my own and that’s it. sharing it on here reduces the fever of feeling it all alone. but these experiences remain mine and only mine. nothing makes sense, i don’t make sense, but neither does anything since everything is absurd.
i felt a little today but it could be because i’m back on adderall after my 2 week break. it’s 1:06am and it explains why i can’t sleep. i’m thirsty but constantly restrict my liquid intake for reasons still unknown to me, normally people restrict food, i don’t, i eat…but never drink. its probably the reasoning behind my migraines and inability to sleep right fucking now.